just thought i’d say…

…that i dont really have much to say. idk why,.. well sort of. but then i wonder, is there some sort of unspoken, hidden obligation when you take that first step into the blogging world? so i dont feel very bloggy lately. maybe things will pick up. i have a lot more running through my head than i do out my mouth – that could be a good thing. i wonder at times if maybe im just avoiding whats running through my head. im also trying to learn healthier and more clearly thought out approaches to different things… plus i think this is a good idea. k,sobye.

beautiful You

speaking of making correct choices; i had somewhat already “made” the decision when i heard Tammy say something that i have heard before, but that especially meant something to me this time. During the last stage20, in her lesson, she said that whatever it is that you do, you just need to do it. get a goal, get a vision, stick with it and just DO IT… i mean, obviously there is always prayer and certain alotted time that you may want to ‘lay it before God’ and whatnot.(speaking of which, i LOVE that my mom is so on top of helping me to remember that, whenever i come to a quoteunquote fork in the road, my mom always reminds me pray about it and make sure that it is within God’s will. it has taken me a few years to be able to accept that from my mothers mouth, but i am thankful for it now) so sticking to it. how much time do we, as people in general, waste because we are wavering between this thing and that thing “what should i do? im not sure what is in God’s will – the left or the right?” just GO. but listen to God’s voice. ask him to reveal to you if it is out of His will, or to provide the way if it is within. – how do we listen to God’s voice? praying and reading his Word. and he will Reveal Himself. so incase this doesnt make sense now, since it seems as though i may have gotten off track, the point is that i am sticking to the decisions i have made… James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9 Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

oh nine

what a random forecast for the next 4 days: rain, snow, sun, rain? i mean, seriously? lol

ok. so 09? im going to be short and brief in this one – i know that i have had a lot of capriciousness on the subject….. buuut – i am going back to school in august. and i am not moving for those of you who i may have shared that ingenius plan with. there are however some changes being made – so if you have the time or think about it, pray for me? just that i will have the wisdom to make the correct choices.

i think that is all. ill share more later :)