la musique

today me and tyy put music on his mp3 player that he got for his birthday. music like veggie tale songs, disney songs, music from paul wright, some of his favorites like ‘you are my sunshine’ and ‘my glorious’ — he loves it :) i love watching him listen to songs, and deciding if he likes it or not. he likes a lot of hip hop, or beaty music- it is also very cool to see him singing along …i love it. he has such an awesome personality, i love watching him grow up, and i love how much time i get to spend with him as he is growing up.

i was thinking earlier about how thankful i am to be able to spend so much time with him when i realized that it wouldnt matter how much time that i were able to spend with him or not- if i was not being constructive with that time. i know when i was growing up my mother always told me something along the lines of needing to learn from her mistakes so that i could be a step ahead. i remember thinking that i wanted to make my own mistakes so that i could have my own experiences. HA! that worked out well… i certainly have some experiences, but through them i have learned that its well worth learning from someone elses experiences instead of making all of your own. — where am i going with this? one of the more common things that i hear from parents is that they wish they spent more time with their children, or children end up growing up with some sort of disfunctionalities because they never got proper attention from their parents and whatnot. but, once a child is grown up, there is not much going back and changing their childhood. i want to be able to help mold, and support tyy through anything that he needs, he is going to grow up into an amazing young man living for God. gahhh! :) i love him.

what are titles for?

i deleted my myspace several weeks ago, but i saved all of my blogs. some of them i really liked, so i will be posting them randomly, as i get the time. im also going to be posting a blog on confusion, it is a subject that has came up several times lately, and was something that the enemy really used to hold me down, before i learned how to Overcome it. i was talking about this with a friend tonight when the topic of my pregnancy came up, and how- when i visited the church during a time that i had been absent for so long, and was very close to my due date- the thing that i remember the most is how welcomed i felt. that they loved me no matter what. and this is probably one of my most treasured memories. Pastor got up on stage sometime recently, im not sure if it was for church or for the leadership update, but he got up there and said that he goes to the best church ever. and… i pretty much agree with him. the best church ever. and im glad to be a part of it.

through the glass

So i was walking into work today, and i saw through the window, this girl with long blonde hair signing in at the desk. and i thought oooh, a new person. hmm. ive never met her before. —- as i walked into the lobby, she turned around and much to my surprise i did.

have you ever had those people in your life who you really connected with, and no matter what ever seperates you… whether it be time, distance, life… nothing will ever be able to remove the place in your heart where their memories are so deeply twined with your own?

that is this girl. — in fact, there are a few more girls, who… through highschool, meant so much to me, and we used to VENTURE the world together!!! haha, it was greeeaat…. life changed so much for me after highschool though… i have lost touch with all of them, but it will never change what i feel for them in my heart. — which is why it was so absolutely COOOL to run into her today. :) we babbled on for like five minutes or so, about how we’ve known each other since ‘yay high’ but since we both had to get on to work, we exchanged phone numbers and said our goodbyes…

…what a great way to start a friday morning :)